I was thinking about IIWII for quite time. Now, fighting with the technical side of the blog (not mentioning English!), I have the distraction I need.
I like the question 'what if...?' so much every occasion was good to ask.
Did I do everything I could or could I do better? Was I right? Or was I perfect? Can I still make it perfect?
Slowly I agreed you can't have anything you want at once. I slowed down. Just do your best.
The full title is: it is what it is, but it doesn't mean you can't make it better in future.
Today I'm not sure about my future.
Today I'm waiting for the sentence, not believing in mercy.
Few more days, and I will know the rescue plan and prognosis for our family life.
Oh yeah... forgot about the will too...